I am not entirely convinced that Roxane Gay is a single entity. I intend to find out at the Tennessee Williams Literary Festival, where she will sit for panels and interviews on both Saturday and Sunday, March 22 and 23
He said:I am alive again all the way
and it is terrible as bravery
She said:None of you can hurt me now
He said:I wanted to see her again, close
without that silly staircase between us
She said:He can’t hurt me now
He said:Sometime after midnight, there will be a man
leaning against a streetlamp, wearing a dark coat.
Go to him, ask to see Saul
She said:And the night will be heavy with perfume
He said:He can’t hurt you now
She said:And the night will be heavy with the blood of the lost
He said:I have known that murder
can sometimes smell like honeysuckle
She said:Sometime after first light, there will be a woman
bound to the bridge’s railing with heavy rope.
Go to her. Tighten every knot.
He said:And the night will be heavy with your choked breath.
She said:I have seen Saul. I knocked the hat off his head.
Then I knocked off his head.
There is a box on the kitchen table. Don’t open it.
Wipe clean whatever has leaked from the seams.
He said:I am alive again.
She said:I am terrible brave.
Paula Mendoza’s work has appeared or is forthcoming in PANK, The Awl, and The Offending Adam. She has an MFA from the University of Michigan, and lives in Austin, Texas.2